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This song is about learning to forgive and forget.
lyrics
Carved on the back of a bathroom door "time, time brings healing"
lying cold sweating on the tile floor blank staring at the ceiling
so watch the paint peal its green like my envy nineteen
I was a kid to scared to be on the run
I thought it over and over before I ever begun
Moved out to make room I just take up space
I hate to leave like this but I've always been dead weight
I'm sick of rippin my heart out for you
my neck is bruised and broken
in the light the scars still shine through
and they keep ripping open
lost in a room full of open doors
how are we still searching
I tried to leave but you needed more
I'm coming clean but not completely
painted a promise to me replacing envy with greed
I was a kid to scared to be on my own
I called you over and over you never wanted me home
Moved out to make room I just take up space
I hate to leave like this but I've always been dead weight
cant I just pass out I really need sleep
I hate to live like this but I've always been dead weight
I'm sick of rippin my heart out for you
my neck is bruised and broken
in the light the scars still shine through
and they keep ripping open
credits
released October 12, 2016
This song was recorded and produced at Small Hill Studio by Nik Bruzzese it was mixed and mastered at The Lumberyard also by Nik Bruzzese. Kaegan Ryan and Nik Bruzzese wrote the melody and harmonies Shawn Dearmitt and Nik Brzzese wrote and tracked the music Shawn Dearmitt played guitar and Nik Bruzzese played drums and bass on this recording. The lyrics were written by Jake Langley, Kaegan Ryan , & Nik Bruzzese
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